Vlakovi Vremena
Vlakovi.
Sa Tisuće Duša.
Izgubljenih u Vremenu.
Sa svojim Služjem
Od Metala
Vrijeme Nas baca
Prema Prošlosti.
Na Obalama Prošlosti
Razbile su se mnoge
Duše.
Ipak. Vrijeme Ostaje
Dio Nas.
Čak i kad nahrnu
Horde da se goste
Nad našim Odbačenim
Nasukanim dijelovima
Duša.
Zabrinuto i s Osmjehom.
Nazivaju to Spašavanjem?
Da li je odista tako?
Ja želim.
Ostaviti Svoju Prošlost.
Neka je nasukana
Na Te hridi.
Neka je Moglo je biti Vjetrovi Nose.
Neka Pluta u Moru Vremena.
Neka je Tugaljive Struje Nose.
U čemu će biti Razlika?
U onome što spasim Ja?
U onome što spase Oni?
Upitala me. - Budućnost.
Pružajući Ruku Spasa.
Nepomično. Čekajući.
Da je dosegnem.
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Trains of Time
Trains.
With Thousands of Souls
Lost in Time.
With Its Servants of Metal.
The Time throws Us
To the Past.
On the Shores of Past
Many Souls have Crashed.
Still. – The Time stays.
As a Part of Us.
Even when The Hordes
Rush Blindly to Feast
On the Castaway
Parts of Our Soul.
Worried and with Smiles
They call that Rescue?
Is it really So?
I wish to leave my Past.
Let It be Carried in
It could have happened Wind
Let it Float in
The Sea of Time
Let It be Carried with
The Sorrowful Currents.
What will be the Difference?
In what I Save?
In what They Save?
The Future. – Asked Me.
Reaching out.
The Hand of Salvation.
Standing Still. Waiting.
For Me. – To Reach It.
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Senita
Pljesak
Ne, ne, ne
Odbijam osjećati.
Da ne mogu ni zadržati
Svoj Razum.
Nijemim Vriskom
Obraćam se Tebi.
Zadnjim Snagama
Se držim.
Ali Uže će popucati
I Paravan će pasti.
Ostat će samo ogoljela Ja.
Pohrlit će Strvinari
Pojesti Me živu.
Trgati Meso sa
Nepokretnog ali još živog Tijela.
Topla krv će
Prekriti Pozornicu.
I moje Oči
Slijepa
Glavna Glumica je slijepa.
U zadnjoj Sceni
I Vrhunac ……. naposljetku
Deux ex Machina.
Spašava prljavu Dušu
Dobivam
Pljesak.
Kakav Dar.
Život za Prihvaćanje
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Applause
No, no, no
I refuse to feel.
That I can’t even hold onto
My Reason.
With Silent Scream
I turn to You.
With last Strength
I’m holding on.
But the Rope will break
And Para-vane will fall
What will be left
Will be barren Me.
The Vultures will Rush.
Eat me alive.
Tear the Flesh from
Immobile but still alive Body.
Warm Blood
Will cover the Stage.
And my Eyes.
Blind.
The Lead Actress is Blind
In the Last Scene.
And the Climax …… At last.
Deux ex Machina.
Saves the dirty Soul.
I get.
Applause.
What a Gift.
Life for Acceptance.
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Senita
Bila sam
Bila Sam.
Odjednom došli su Drugi.
Zahtjevna Gomila.
Pokušala sam sa Smiješkom.
Ali Oni su
Imali grabežljive Ruke.
Uzeli Su toliko.
Stisnuli Me uza zid.
Bojim Se.
Četveronoške pužem.
Kroz noge nalazim Put.
Grebu.
Tragovi noktiju i znoj.
Ustajem i
Grabim Korake.
Tapkajuće Sjene.
Sveprisutne.
Borim se.
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I Was
I was.
Suddenly came the Others.
Demanding Crowd.
I tried with a Smile.
But They had
Predators Hands.
They took so much.
Clinched Me against the Wall.
I am scared.
On all four I crawl.
Trough their legs I find a Way.
They Scratch.
Traces of Nails and Sweat.
I get Up and
Start to Pace.
Patting Shadows.
Immanent.
I fight.
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Senita
Mogli bi gorjeti…
Kad bi ljudi bili kao plamen svijeće….
Bili bi ranjivi…
Njihov plamen bi mogla ugasiti i jedina kap kiše,
Koja savršeno pada.
Kad bi ljudi bili kao plamen svijeće…
Mogao bi ih prevrnuti…
Malo jači nalet vjetra.
Kad bi ljudi bili kao plamen svijeće…
Mogli bi gorjeti…
Dok im je vrijeme.
Kad bi ljudi bili kao plamen svijeće…
S njima bi gorio…
I cijeli svijet.
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We could burn…
If people were to be, like candle-light…
They would be vulnerable…
Their flame could be extinguished by a single drop of rain,
That falls down perfectly.
If people were to be, like candle-light…
They could get overturned.
By the slightest gust of wind.
If people were to be, like candle-light…
They could burn…
While is still their time.
If people were to be, like candle-light…
With them would burn…
The whole world.
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Senita
Cross - roads…?
Just Night and the Deadly Silence…
This Light seems like Blasphemy.
Moments before going to sleep and
All Things To Do Tomorrow – List.
Something whispers in the Dark.
…
Be without Fear.
It’s only your Subconscious speaking.
As you Dream while Awake, or Swear or Chant Mantras
Of Your Desires in You…
You are a Sad Creature
If without that Need
Don’t want to be Passive
Don’t want to be just Anybody
Don’t know Who You want to Be
Don’t know how to Discover it
You know You Want to Succeed
…
You want Self-actualization
…
Have You had enough Visions for One Night?
Still did they say…
In 3 billion years The Sun will be Gone.
In 5 billion years so will Our Galaxy.
In 7 billion years there will be no Stars.
In its Vacuum the Universe will continue to expand.
Without You.
Without All of Us.
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Raskršća…?
Noć je i Grobna Tišina.
Upaljeno Svjetlo
Čini se kao Svetogrđe.
Trenutci prije Sna i
Što sve treba sutra učiniti lista.
Nešto šapuće u Mraku.
….
Bez Straha.
To ti samo Podsvijest govori.
Dok Sanjariš, Kuneš ili Mantraš
Sve Želje u Sebi.
Tužno si biće
Ako si bez Te Potrebe
Ne želiš biti Pasivan
Ne želiš biti Bilo Tko
Ne znaš Tko želiš Biti
Ne znaš kako to Otkriti
Želiš Uspjeti
…
Želiš se Ostvariti
Da li si Imao dosta Vizija za jednu Noć?
Ipak, nisu li rekli…
Za 3 milijarde godina nestat će Sunca.
Za 5 milijardi godina nestat će Naše Galaksije.
Za 7 milijardi godina nestat će Zvijezda.
U svom Vakuumu Svemir će se nastaviti širiti.
Bez Tebe, bez Mene.
Bez Svih Nas.
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Senita